i closed my eyes, and for a second i was fine again,
i could feel and be apart of the life i could have had,
free from your grasp, free from your lies,
that you would spoon feed me, as a child,
you took my all, you took a part of me with you,
you took my innocence when you left me, crippled inside
daddy felt never felt as real as the 9mm to my head,
but ill erase them all and show you the burden you thrust upon me,
ill never find away to justifly the empty hole inside,
but i will retreat from your light and i will run and hide,
i wish you could feel this pain, breathe this pain in me,
so you can see how you abondoned me,
but i gu
i closed my eyes, and for a second i was fine again,
i could feel and be apart of the life i could have had,
free from your grasp, free from your lies,
that you would spoon feed me, as a child,
you took my all, you took a part of me with you,
you took my innocence when you left me, crippled inside
daddy felt never felt as real as the 9mm to my head,
but ill erase them all and show you the burden you thrust upon me,
ill never find away to justifly the empty hole inside,
but i will retreat from your light and i will run and hide,
i wish you could feel this pain, breathe this pain in me,
so you can see how you abondoned me,
but i gu
Current Residence: St. Louis M.O. (misery) Favourite genre of music: industial, Metal, rock Favourite style of art: Experimental MP3 player of choice: i pod Skin of choice: pale Favourite cartoon character: JTHM Personal Quote: " And you will shed tears of scarlet" - Cowboy Bebop
Favourite Visual Artist
Salvador Dali, Johonen
Favourite Movies
Ghost in the shell, American History x, Trainspotting, Pulp Fiction, The Crow and Requim for dream
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Cradle of Filth, Thou shalt not, genitortures, jack off jill, kidney thieves, manson, and NIN
Ok life is sucking for me right now. My parents are being stupid. My principal is pressuriong me to drop out. Im being stalked by an old man who finds me attractive. So yea i feel shitty. That and i dont know y i even bother with is DA thing its fucked up. No one ever visits me at all its just me and a sock puppet ( don't ask questions).